Showing posts with label lust. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lust. Show all posts

Sunday, August 24, 2014

They Killed The Rainbow

They killed the Rainbow

Written and translated by: Subhi Nahhas.
Arabic ver were published by: Barra Magazine.


When freedom comes knocking on doors, all demons come out to play to render it into powder, once was dreams maker.
As fire consumes everything comes her way, also, demons always pushing to burn and desiccate all dreams. Removing all possible happiness we could feel from a dream came rushing out from a nightmare’s womb.

Dreams came rushing into my home, Syria, and started infecting all flowers with freedom scent. Leaving them no choice but to explode into “nightmares”.  Everything became unbearable, life, roses and trees’ leaves. The black rainbow they raised killed all colors. Islamic group were infesting the playgrounds of community minds’ pool. All thoughts were shifting, and manifested later into a monstrous prison for JAN.

One day, a video for a gay person was spreading; it was seen as a chance to move their forces into motion and attack the peace we were living in. the video was taken to blackmail the person, and when he refused to comply, it was delivered to those groups.

A full attack force were released to capture the doomed person. Full beards and arms marched to quarantine the infection before spreading; promising to cleanse the city from all “fagot” infections with all means necessary.

Now, the monsters in the prison have a toy to play with, no one heard anything about him for a longtime. However, every day, there were a march to capture another toy. They were torturing him to confess his “crimes”. Toys were accumulating and reached over 30, “you have to be punished and cleansed” they screamed, “pay a fee to God to clean yourselves or stay between these walls”.

Days were counted and fear was growing, they may stone them to death, rape or keep them in. I escaped my town and lost my communications before I see what they might do.
The situation deteriorated and bombardment started in the city, they were released to freedom, but I still wonder if things did not turn out this way and what could have been done to these people!

When your dreams are too lucid, reality comes smashing imagination until you cannot distinguish between what is real and not.

When freedom marched we marched with her, full of hopes, participating in all celebration made to her name. We wanted it since our birth and we understand its value more they could perceive.

Our steps are stained now with innocence’s blood and screams. Most of us, started to look the other way afraid from being put down or prosecuted for who they are.

I wonder who we are now! How they look at us, while we are among them! What they could do if they ever found out!

Friday, February 1, 2013

Scream love, Scream death.


Scream love, Scream death.



Hush, human child!
No one knows your secret.
No one cares who you are.
Don’t try to hide what you hold;
I see the glass shard in your hand
And the paint it made upon your skin.
The screaming redness - your eyes…
All flowers, chaos and pain
Flourishing from guilt
You never asked for.

All the bridges you burned
Never lightened but engulfed
The existence of good self…
Don’t throw yourself to the wolves
The ideas they may plant inside,
The shame they may stitch upon your ceiling
Will grant you fear forever
Drag you down
The road of depression
Decorated with statues of daemons and angels…
Consuming, hurting, deceiving you.

Hush, human child!
This pain you feel
Hidden so well
Throughout your soul’s garden
Fences of bones, benches of hurt
Nothingness is buffering in the stream
Clear boards of glass branching from
Trees of questionable breeds…
Faking your smile, hey, your sadness told
The redecoration in your mind
And the hell-like stings of reality
Making it all not worthy being here
In this mad fabric – all lines combined
Wanting to be torn apart…
All colors and skins – transparent threads
No place for us in this world’s bed…
We are a cursed dread.

Hush, my child!
Just call my name out
Go crazy, shout, shout…
It is a cruel fractured underneath
Leaking out, to reach a sinner like me
I am holding you – all alone
Heart of a child…
Storms of lights…
Cold blackness illuminating
From your eyes
My poetry of nerves…
Shape shifting tears over your flesh
To wash the worst moan.

I am just a stone,
You are the sun that feeds
Come to me, slowly, slowly…
Let us breed “Night”
Give birth to a nocturnal melody
And then die…
For love never comes young
And death takes unborn lusts…
No language to explain it – only dust.
Curse me forbidden love
All stars illuminate thin
Coloring his blooded skin
Damned if I saved him;
Damned if I did not…
Just say my name child
We shall never be afraid again
Crazy, shout, shout
And say my name;

One last time; in this life…

Written by: Subhi Nahas.