Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Sunday, August 24, 2014

FSA interrogating a gay person.


After publishing this video, I received many complaints and feedback on why I have not translated the whole video. some accused me of being biased and not impartial.
So this is a revisit to the post with full translation.

The video above was recorder for a captured police station officer, the FSA soldier claim that they wanted to release the officer until they searched his mobile phone and found a video for him and his BF.

The dialogue:
00.30: they asked him to introduce himself and to tell about his position and job.

00.31: they told him that the FSA wanted to release him and send him how, but why the FSA did not do that? in addition, they made him confess that nobody abused his physically; did anybody slap, kick you? . later FSA soldier adds, then why did we torture and hit you later on?

00.57: The officer confesses that the FSA found a videos for him and another guy called "Akram" having sex. we videoed ourselves more than once,

01.23: they asked him, why did you video yourselves while having sex?

01.28: he told them because of love.

01.31 he continues to confess about another case; a year a go, a woman came to raise a complaint so I had sex with her.

1.40 FSA ask if he did that in the office or somewhere else?

1.42 He answers, Yes, in the office, in addition, the FSA found Viagra bills.

1.50 FSA, Why do you used these bills for?

1.56 I used it as a sex enhancer.

1.59 FSA, how did you have sex with that woman inside the police station? did rape her, or you had her consent?

2.06 I raped her.

2.08 FSA, you are the head of the police station, you need to enjoy, is that right?

2.12 FSA, you and that boy, how you were doing it together?

2.15 I rape him.

2.16 FSA, NO, tell me the truth.

2.19 another voice, What did you bring him to have sex. FSA, in the pictures on your mobile, you dressed him as a woman with lingerie. is this true or not?

2.27 Yes, it is true.

2.30 They made him say, Hail to the FSA. They continue to say, is all the regime forces like this? you are the head of the station, if you are the best!!!
2.51 What do you like to say for the people on TV, cause we are going to upload this to the TV?
2.58 I call all the officers working for the regime to defect and joint he FSA.

They continue to ask him; why the FSA? another voice answers, because you are "luti" -in English it means fagot, but the Arabic one is more demeaning- at last, At some part you could hear a sound in the background instructing him what to say. at the end, the FSA claimed that despite all his confessions, they would send him back again to his family.

Friday, February 1, 2013

Scream love, Scream death.


Scream love, Scream death.



Hush, human child!
No one knows your secret.
No one cares who you are.
Don’t try to hide what you hold;
I see the glass shard in your hand
And the paint it made upon your skin.
The screaming redness - your eyes…
All flowers, chaos and pain
Flourishing from guilt
You never asked for.

All the bridges you burned
Never lightened but engulfed
The existence of good self…
Don’t throw yourself to the wolves
The ideas they may plant inside,
The shame they may stitch upon your ceiling
Will grant you fear forever
Drag you down
The road of depression
Decorated with statues of daemons and angels…
Consuming, hurting, deceiving you.

Hush, human child!
This pain you feel
Hidden so well
Throughout your soul’s garden
Fences of bones, benches of hurt
Nothingness is buffering in the stream
Clear boards of glass branching from
Trees of questionable breeds…
Faking your smile, hey, your sadness told
The redecoration in your mind
And the hell-like stings of reality
Making it all not worthy being here
In this mad fabric – all lines combined
Wanting to be torn apart…
All colors and skins – transparent threads
No place for us in this world’s bed…
We are a cursed dread.

Hush, my child!
Just call my name out
Go crazy, shout, shout…
It is a cruel fractured underneath
Leaking out, to reach a sinner like me
I am holding you – all alone
Heart of a child…
Storms of lights…
Cold blackness illuminating
From your eyes
My poetry of nerves…
Shape shifting tears over your flesh
To wash the worst moan.

I am just a stone,
You are the sun that feeds
Come to me, slowly, slowly…
Let us breed “Night”
Give birth to a nocturnal melody
And then die…
For love never comes young
And death takes unborn lusts…
No language to explain it – only dust.
Curse me forbidden love
All stars illuminate thin
Coloring his blooded skin
Damned if I saved him;
Damned if I did not…
Just say my name child
We shall never be afraid again
Crazy, shout, shout
And say my name;

One last time; in this life…

Written by: Subhi Nahas.